....a day late. We were busy Thanksgiving Day and I had not put a post together ahead of time...so here it is a little late.
Instead of a list of things that I am thankful for, I am sharing about the thing I am Most thankful for: my salvation! There are an innumerable host of things/people/experiences to be thankful for, but not one compares to the gift of New Life, so today I want to share my testimony:
“When did you get saved?” It seems like a simple and straightforward enough question, but for years it was one I really didn’t enjoy being asked because I really have no recollection of the day that I got saved or where I was, or anything like that. Other people were able to point to a specific day in their life or some situation, but I always had to tell people that I didn’t know but that I knew I was saved because I had asked Jesus to come into my heart, forgive my sins, and I believe He did. By faith I accept His promise of salvation to “whosoever believeth in Him.”
Shouldn’t I be satisfied with that? After all, salvation is by faith in Christ, not a day, so why did it bother me so much not to know the date?
The main reason it bothered me was that, while my memory is not that great in many other areas of life, dates of birthdays and anniversaries normally stick with me….whether I want them to or not; so why of all days could I not remember the date of my spiritual birthday? At one point I had over 70 birthdays and anniversaries memorized: friends, family, acquaintances, and people I had never met; but not the most important day in my life.
Then one day years ago, as a part of a school project my mom assigned, I was supposed to answer a list of questions with essay style answers. One of those questions was about the date of salvation….Even though I knew I was saved, I decided to reaffirm my salvation that day and thus have a date, not for salvation but for reaffirmation, to add to my testimony. It was poor reasoning for reaffirming my salvation and, yes, the date was more important than it should have been, but I will add here that I really didn’t put my faith in the date, but it was a Big Deal to me…obviously. Also obvious: I had a lot of growing to do. It wasn’t that long after, that the papers disappeared--I think I must have thrown them away eventually--and I couldn’t remember that date either. (I can’t help but smile to myself at this point).
With time this became kind of funny to me and I realized I needed to give up the date thing and instead use my testimony as an example of the importance of faith, not the date or the specific prayer.
It was just three or four years ago that my mom was looking through some old papers (well sort of old anyway lol) and came across one that listed that special and elusive date. After I gave it to the Lord and learned to accept my lack of need for an exact date, the Lord gave me the date.
I was excited when Mom found the paper and I was grateful to the Lord for this special gift because I knew He didn’t have to give me the date. I could have gone through my whole life not knowing that date and it would have been fine; it wasn’t a necessity to life, but God’s mercy is so great and He delights to often give us things that are not necessary to life.
Blessed and thankful to be His daughter!
Ephesians 2:8-9 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.
Romans 3:10 As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one:
Romans 3:23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;
Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.
Romans 5:8 But God commendeth His love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
Romans 10:9-10 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised Him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.